unspeakable thingy

Amrini Amalia Shafdar. Exists since 18th June 1994. College-ing in Bandung Institute of Technology. Simply, i'm a sanguine-environmental-engineer-rookie who wants establish a school for the mumpers --max 10 years from now--.

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Posted 8 months ago

mungkin, gue adalah orang yang paling bisa nahan hati di dunia. nahan hati disini means nahan rasa cemburu. I don’t know how can some people forget their unrookie crush easily? I mean, with that intens meeting? With that intens laughing?

~~terus apa hubungannya am cemburu sama pertanyaan-pertanyaan kamu tadi?~~ -___-

Ok, let us take an example. I love someone, and under forces of myself I have to forget him. But everyday, situation makes us meet, talking, joking, and laughing. Isn’t he become so hard to forget? And it what happens on you now. You used to like her, deeply, and now you can forget her, clearly. I bet with that intens interaction there’s still a lil bit love in your heart, for her. and that’s what i’m scaring on.

honestly, everytime when there’s you, me, and her, and you two are laughing, i feel like a stranger. I just can smile, a-bitter-smile.

but never mind, like Gumiho, I still like you with all of sincere whatever you are. you cherished your love on me or not, i never care. I just know I like you. When you talk about other girl in our non-official-date, I never mind. Because (really) just liking you is enough. if i’m jealous, it’s just for some secs, and in the other secs I don’t remember anything except my feeling on you.